In June, Lizzie and I are walking down the aisle – rather, she’s walking down the aisle while I stand sheepishly at the front awaiting her arrival. As magical as this event might be (of course it’s not, it’s a wedding! The most common phrase in our household right now is: ‘Don’t let the wedding ruin the marriage!’), it has thrown up the worst imaginable dilemma: the issue of the honeymoon.
My parents have offered to pay for us to go to the Channel Islands. Lizzie’s mum has offered to look after Izzie. All well and good, you might think. But we’re having an issue with the duration of said vacation.
Lizzie says seven nights. A proper honeymoon. A way for us to reconnect after a year’s parenting, because you don’t stop being a couple the moment you become a parent. And the best gift you can give a child is a pair of de-stressed parents who are committed to one another.
I say four nights. I became a dad to create a family. Families go on holiday together. And I don’t think I could leave her for seven nights without feeling I’m abandoning her and being a horrible, selfish, unfit father. Even four nights will be a stretch.
There seem to be pluses and minuses on both sides. You trawl around the internet and 95% of people seem to say: do it! The kid won’t even notice. You need time as a couple. You don’t want to be a helicopter parent, constantly hovering over your child, unable to let them go. If you bring the baby with you, you won’t be able to relax.
And she loves it at her Granny’s.
On the other hand, there are the 5%, who, to be fair, come across as a little holier-than-thou and judgemental, who think it is a terrible thing to go away without the baby. You gave away your rights to grown-up time the second the little one plopped out. Her routine will be ruined and she’ll suffer separation anxiety, and then you’ll be sorry.
I want to do the right thing. The trouble with this is that there is no right thing.
Lizzie maintains I have a problem letting go, and she’s probably not wrong. Be that as it may, just because I struggle to let go doesn’t mean it’s okay to leave Izzie for seven nights.
It’s my choice, at the end of the day, but I’m utterly torn between my future wife, who wants a nice honeymoon, and my baby, who I don’t want to leave. And I guess that’s what it comes down to: not whether it’s right or wrong to leave her, but whether I’ll be able to live with myself if I leave her for seven nights.
I’m not sure that I can.
4 thoughts on “A Baby-Free Holiday”
Do you remember when you were one year old and your parents left you for 10 days?
Oh, they didn’t tell you about that time, then?
Did they go away without you, or not? Well… Can you remember?!
I’m guessing the delightful Izzy will have a wonderful bonding time with her grandparents, and like all grandparents they will spoil her rotten.
Now, the big question, which channel island are you choosing for your honeymoon?
Think carefully before you answer…
But maybe they did leave me for ten days, and maybe that’s why I’ve never been able to form positive relationships with…nah, I don’t remember. I’m just so focused on doing things ‘right’ I’m terrified of doing them ‘wrong’.
And thinking carefully, I’ve noticed somebody from Guernsey keeps viewing my site…it’s Jersey!
I’m the Guernsey Girl! But I expect the Jersey honeymoon was ‘OK’ despite you choosing the ‘other’ channel island!
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